Hello. My name is M. I am a freshman in college....

About the author

Transitioning MtF girl who is just getting along in life. About 2 years on hormone therapy. Like me, love me, hate me, despise me, whatever. I've ceased to care. I've had some of the best haters in the world hate and accuse me of all kinds of things, I doubt you will do anything new or exciting. This is a place for me to bitch and whine.

What do I post? Anime (not hentai), mermaids, cute girls, cute clothes, shoes. I do memes, I repost silly pics and demotivational posters. I occasionally post pics of me, but that's few and far between. I post about trans issues, hate, getting past hating and social issues. I post girls in bondage (wishing it were me), and I post restraints (the things that tie the girls up with). I post corsets and dresses, and corset dresses and dresses than need corsets. I post beautiful women in real situations, not runway models who look like strung out boys with strange clothing on. I post jokes and puns. I'll post Doctor Who, Firefly, Disney, Star Wars, Star Trek, quotes, NCIS, NCIS: LA, West Wing, Criminal Minds. I post some awareness stuff and some political stuff, especially where it connects to Trans* issues. I post cheerleaders and their uniforms (I have a lot of respect for the sport of cheerleading and stunting, and if you think it's just a bunch of cute bitches yelling chants, GTFO now). I love Playboy Bunnies (the coctail waitresses, not the centerfolds). I enjoy and want many of the women's national costumes (Cheongsam, Hijab and chador, kimono, drindl and many others).

I post self hate, self loathing, depressive items, things where I wonder who could ever love me. I don't do Ana or Thinspiration, I sometimes do suicide posts. I try not to do them often since I know they trigger people.

The clothes that are up I think are cute/cool/nice/beautiful and ususally they are items I want to have on me. Same for the shoes. Same for the jewelry. Same for the girls (as in I want to be them or have their body as mine, not that I want to have sex with them).

I'm a lesbian. I can appreceiate the astetics of a male body, but I'm not sexually attracted to men. I am attracted to women and cute girls (and I consider a girl to be 13 to 18 and a woman to be anything above 18 [for further clarification, please see http://wide-worlds-joy.tumblr.com/post/41179179277/anon-asked-what-do-you-mean-i-am-attracted-to]). If I tell you that you are beautiful or cute or pretty or anything else, you can believe me, I don't do social lies.

I don't do hate. I don't do bullying. I will keep secrets. I will do what I can for you to give you a safe space to let it out without judgment. I will ALWAYS be there for you.

That's my blog.

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December 17, 2011

Hello. My name is M.

I am a freshman in college. My dream is to go to law school… But I don’t think that is going to happen. You see, I don’t even know how I’m going to pay for my undergraduate degree… Let alone for law school.

I had it all planned out in high school. I had a 4.0 GPA. I was in the NHS. I was very active in extracurriculars. I was a GOOD STUDENT. Not only that, I was a GOOD PERSON – a GOOD DAUGHTER.

I never got into trouble – I never did anything to disappoint my parents. In return they promised to help with college. When I lived at home I had a very good life. I never worried about where I was going to sleep or where to get my next meal.

Until I told my parents I was gay.

They kicked me out.

They emptied my bank account.

I left for college with $300 I had saved.

I don’t know how I’m going to ever pay off my school loans.

Don’t even get me started on medical bills. (The stress of being kicked out put me in the hospital where doctors found tumors in my liver and right kidney – nothing has been done.)

I keep applying for jobs – But I. Can’t. Find. One.

BUT I still consider myself lucky. I have to opportunity to get an education – many do not.

I am the 99%.

occupywallst.org

(Source: wearethe99percent)